=?ISO-8859-1?Q?J=F6rg_=27Yadgar=27_Bleimann?= <yaz### [at] gmxde> wrote:
> In fact, my most severe addiction (or better, compulsion as it gives me
> not even short-time positive feelings of satisfaction, only mental pain)
> is googling several times a day for the catchwords "sin" or "hell", to
> land up on Christian fundamentalist websites telling me that I, as a
> homosexual unbeliever, am heading straight towards a place and state
> infinitely worse than Auschwitz! Websites which tell me that even the
> faintest hunch of independent, individualist thinking is nothing less
> than spitting into the face of God Almighty, unforgivable unless I
> surrender to Fundamentalist doctrine and become a robotic slave of what
> they call "Jesus Christ". There must be tens of thousands of such
> websites, also in German language... and I'm simply addicted to
> religiously induced fear!

You must stop Googling "sin" and "hell," and stay away from fundamentalist Web
sites.  Why torture yourself?  See if there are any atheist, humanist, or
freethought groups in your community; they can help you deal with social
surroundings that condemn you for who you are.

Do you have a fundamentalist Christian background?  You might want to contact
Dr. Marlene Winell (http://journeyfree.org/).  I don't know if she knows of any
resources in Germany, but it's worth a try.

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