On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:02:28 +0000, Invisible <voi### [at] devnull> wrote:

>
>Question: How rare is it to get a first?

First-class honours: about 11%
Upper second-class honours: about 45%
Lower second-class honours: about 30%
Third-class honours: about 7.2%
Ordinary degree: around 10% transfer to the Ordinary degree

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/British_undergraduate_degree_classification


>> True, so stop reading comics online and spending hours playing games. Finish
>> something.
>
>I've tried to do that a couple of times. But... no finished product 
>here, eh? :-/
>

Yet?

>>> People here keep trying to tell me I'm an excellent writing and I should 
>>> go into technical writing and all this kind of thing. 
>> 
>> I've not read any of your technical writing only your posts here and I can't
>> comment about that.
>
>Well, Darren and Andrel seem to think I have excellent skills in this 
>direction... but as I say, nobody at uni was impressed.
>

I'll take their word over computing "accademics"

>> People don't *delight* in pointing out that you can't spell, they are doing it
>> to help. I can't spell for toffee (I used to get the belt at school every week
>> for my spelling) so I almost always use a spell checker, for everything even
>> this. Appearances are important.
>
>It just seems that every time I post some long and wordy post about 
>something, Warp replies with a 1-line reply saying "you spelt that 
>wrong". When I've just spent ages writing something, a meta-comment 
>about something that is both obvious and irrelevant isn't what I'm 
>really seeking.
>

I don't supose you do. So don't give him the opportunity ;)


>I'm just really frustrated and upset right now. Hopefully I'll get over 
>it later.
>

Understandable, I'm sure that you will.

>My point is that knowing, rationally, that something is true doesn't 
>necessarily help you *believe* it. 

Again, true.

>Ever tried rock climbing? 

No, I get vertego but I have worked "at height". I've frozen a couple of times,
not nice.

>Sure, I 
>*know* that nothing bad can possibly happen to me... but I'm still 
>pretty terrified, all the same! o_O

Being brave is feeling scared and still carrying on. (Or is that stupid?) :)
-- 

Regards
     Stephen

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>> Question: How rare is it to get a first?
> 
> First-class honours: about 11%
> Upper second-class honours: about 45%
> Lower second-class honours: about 30%
> Third-class honours: about 7.2%
> Ordinary degree: around 10% transfer to the Ordinary degree
> 
> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/British_undergraduate_degree_classification

Hmm, one in ten isn't all that rare I guess. (I was told that something 
like 6 people in the whole of the UK get one each year. Clearly this is 
not correct. Wikipedia is always right.)

Also... apparently 2:1 is *the* most common ranking.

>> I'm just really frustrated and upset right now. Hopefully I'll get over 
>> it later.
> 
> Understandable, I'm sure that you will.

Heh, we'll see. I hope so...

>> My point is that knowing, rationally, that something is true doesn't 
>> necessarily help you *believe* it. 
> 
> Again, true.

And that's the problem, right there.

> Being brave is feeling scared and still carrying on. (Or is that stupid?) :)

I guess it depends on whether, rationally, it's a sensible thing to be 
doing? :-)

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Invisible wrote:
> And *all* of them targetting graduates with no experience. 

I saw a job advertised as needing people capable of designing and 
implementing robust, scalable systems capable of high-throughput transaction 
processing. Nobody with more than 2 years experience should apply.  WTF?

> I don't think any human being even looked at my CV. I think they did an 
> automated search of the electronic details I submitted and their 
> computer failed to find the magic keyword it was looking for, so they 
> sent me an autogenerated rejection email.

I now have a section at the bottom of my resume that lists all the keywords. 
Basically, a blob of buzzwords in a section marked "resume search criteria". 
I started that when I got rejected for a job that needed knowledge of ISO 
protocols and I had listed that I knew the full OSI suite.  (Kind of like 
getting rejected because you don't know TCP/IP, you only know Internet 
protocols.)

> I'm seriously considering either replying to their email or phoning them 
> to enquire why they're not interested. I though I'd actually be quite 
> useful to them, given what I know and what I'm capable (and motivated) 
> of learning.

I would phone them up and ask whether perhaps they've misconfigured their 
software to automatically send out rejection notices, and maybe that's why 
they're not getting any decent candidates. ;-)

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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Invisible wrote:
> Well, Darren and Andrel seem to think I have excellent skills in this 
> direction... but as I say, nobody at uni was impressed.

I wouldn't worry about that. You have better skills than 90% of the people 
I've ever dealt with (including the fabulously-more-intelligent-than-me 
folks). Especially since you can also understand the technical stuff, too.

> It just seems that every time I post some long and wordy post about 
> something, Warp replies with a 1-line reply saying "you spelt that 
> wrong". When I've just spent ages writing something, a meta-comment 
> about something that is both obvious and irrelevant isn't what I'm 
> really seeking.

Look at it this way: Warp read the whole post, cared enough to reply, and 
the worst criticism he could make was "you spelled this wrong". ;-)

> I'm just really frustrated and upset right now. Hopefully I'll get over 
> it later.

I suggest finding their phone number and calling them up. You may have to 
actually call directory assistance to find it. :-)

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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Darren New wrote:

> I would phone them up and ask whether perhaps they've misconfigured 
> their software to automatically send out rejection notices, and maybe 
> that's why they're not getting any decent candidates. ;-)

Well, it's either that or I get the entire POV-Ray community to start a 
hate-mail campaign aainst them until they hire me...

-- 
http://blog.orphi.me.uk/
http://www.zazzle.com/MathematicalOrchid*

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On 15-Jan-09 13:53, Stephen wrote:

> I'll take their word over computing "accademics"


See Andy: another one that can not spell.


Sorry,couldn't resist ;)

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On 15-Jan-09 10:21, Invisible wrote:

> On the other hand, maybe I should just face facts and accept that it is 
> essentially pointless for me to continue to remain alive. 

Then ask yourself this question: how pointless is it to remain dead?

> Maybe I should 
> just go throw myself off a tall building and get it over with. 

If you even consider suicide do it in style, virtual, on the internet. I 
think you should listen to Eric Bogle's The Enigma song. Shall I put it 
somewhere for you or mail it somewhere (3.4MB)? I know it is not 
strictly legal, but how are you able to let other people listen to 
something new?

> Then I 
> wouldn't have to put up with this suck-ass job that I hate, surrounded 
> by people who don't want me around, being paid peanuts, living in a 
> world that is completely indifferent to my pain and misery. Seriously, 
> what do I have to live for? Is my world ever going to be better than 
> this? 30 years' prior experience suggests "no"...

Strange thing is that you can not judge yourself. You'll have to ask 
others.

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 09:21:20 +0000, Invisible wrote:

> I'm seriously considering either replying to their email or phoning them
> to enquire why they're not interested. I though I'd actually be quite
> useful to them, given what I know and what I'm capable (and motivated)
> of learning.

Do it.  The worst that can happen is they stand by their decision.  
You've got nothing to lose by asking, and plenty to gain.

Jim

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 09:21:20 +0000, Invisible wrote:

> I'm seriously considering either replying to their email or phoning them
> to enquire why they're not interested. I though I'd actually be quite
> useful to them, given what I know and what I'm capable (and motivated)
> of learning.

Oh, and I should say - good for you FINALLY thinking something positive 
about yourself.  This type of attitude is a good thing to have!

Jim

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:03:30 +0000, Invisible wrote:

> There's a phone number for the sales department, and one for finance,
> and one for marketing, but the one for HR specifically says on it "not
> for job enquiries".

It doesn't say "don't call and ask for the number for job enquiries".  So 
call and ask who you would talk to for the job enquiry.

Jim

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:02:28 +0000, Invisible wrote:

>> I've not read any of your technical writing only your posts here and I
>> can't comment about that.
> 
> Well, Darren and Andrel seem to think I have excellent skills in this
> direction... but as I say, nobody at uni was impressed.

That was then.  This is now.  You've improved since then.

If I marketed myself based on my skills when I got my degree, I'd be 
nowhere.  

Why?  

I didn't finish my degree.  I dropped out after 2 or 3 years (I can't 
even remember how many years I finished, how dumb is THAT?)

So when you look at your life and say "I never finish anything", know 
that that is complete bullshit, Andy.  You got your degree, and that 
shows a willingness to stick through something that takes years to do.

Jim

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 23:10:47 +0100, andrel <a_l### [at] hotmailcom> wrote:

>On 15-Jan-09 13:53, Stephen wrote:
>
>> I'll take their word over computing "accademics"
>
>
>See Andy: another one that can not spell.
>
>
>Sorry,couldn't resist ;)

I could have sworn that I ran that through a spell checker. So I'm not perfect
then ;)
-- 

Regards
     Stephen

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 09:35:00 -0800, Darren New <dne### [at] sanrrcom> wrote:

>I now have a section at the bottom of my resume that lists all the keywords. 
>Basically, a blob of buzzwords in a section marked "resume search criteria". 

Yeah! But then you get emails from agencies that don't understand the difference
between "integration with" and "competent in". :(
-- 

Regards
     Stephen

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Stephen wrote:
> Yeah! But then you get emails from agencies that don't understand the difference
> between "integration with" and "competent in". :(

Hell, apparently due to my PhD, I get job offers from hospitals, thinking 
I'm a medical doctor or something. :-)  We apparently need many more MDs 
than computer scientists around here right now.

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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Darren New wrote:
> I saw a job advertised as needing people capable of designing and 
> implementing robust, scalable systems capable of high-throughput 
> transaction processing. Nobody with more than 2 years experience should 
> apply.  WTF?

Translation:  "We want someone who can do what we need with a high level of 
confidence but don't want to really pay anything for it so we're looking for 
people who aren't expecting real money."

-- 
Tim Cook
http://empyrean.freesitespace.net

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Tim Cook wrote:
> Translation:  "We want someone who can do what we need with a high level 
> of confidence but don't want to really pay anything for it so we're 
> looking for people who aren't expecting real money."

Well, yes. I guess it wasn't that much of a WTF after all. :-)

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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Tim Cook wrote:

> Translation:  "We want someone who can do what we need with a high level 
> of confidence but don't want to really pay anything for it so we're 
> looking for people who aren't expecting real money."

Hmm, that sounds like my current job, actually...

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andrel wrote:

> If you even consider suicide do it in style, virtual, on the internet.

...WTF? o_O

You mean, something like this:

http://www.bash.org/?488793

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On Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:36:17 -0800, Darren New <dne### [at] sanrrcom> wrote:

>Stephen wrote:
>> Yeah! But then you get emails from agencies that don't understand the difference
>> between "integration with" and "competent in". :(
>
>Hell, apparently due to my PhD, I get job offers from hospitals, thinking 
>I'm a medical doctor or something. :-)  We apparently need many more MDs 
>than computer scientists around here right now.

That is scary.
-- 

Regards
     Stephen

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Invisible wrote:

> I'm seriously considering either replying to their email or phoning them 
> to enquire why they're not interested. I though I'd actually be quite 
> useful to them, given what I know and what I'm capable (and motivated) 
> of learning.

Well, just so ya know, I called them. [Eventually. It has taken me 
literally the *entire day* to work up the courage to do it.]

They won't speak to me by phone. Apparently the application goes to the 
department who's trying to do the hire, and it's down to individual 
departments to decide who they do or don't hire.

I'll reply to their email and see if that gets me any further. (I think 
by now too much time has elapsed, but it's worth a go...)

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>> I though I'd actually be quite
>> useful to them, given what I know and what I'm capable (and motivated)
>> of learning.
> 
> Oh, and I should say - good for you FINALLY thinking something positive 
> about yourself.  This type of attitude is a good thing to have!

Well, given that they don't seem to agree, and they know better than 
me... hmm....

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Invisible wrote:

> They won't speak to me by phone. Apparently the application goes to the 
> department who's trying to do the hire, and it's down to individual 
> departments to decide who they do or don't hire.

Well, that sucks. On the plus side consider this: Do you really want to 
work for a company that appears to treat people like a commodity?

-- 
~Mike

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On 16-Jan-09 10:10, Invisible wrote:
> andrel wrote:
> 
>> If you even consider suicide do it in style, virtual, on the internet.
> 
> ...WTF? o_O
> 
> You mean, something like this:
> 
> http://www.bash.org/?488793
no

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Invisible wrote:

> http://www.bash.org/?488793

Wow. That's really screwed up..

-- 
~Mike

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Mike Raiford wrote:
> Invisible wrote:
> 
>> http://www.bash.org/?488793
> 
> Wow. That's really screwed up..

Yep. I think the final line says it all.

In a similar style:

http://www.bash.org/?239870

There are apparently some very, very sick people on the Internet...

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Invisible wrote:

> There are apparently some very, very sick people on the Internet...

Obviously.

-- 
~Mike

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Mike Raiford wrote:
> Well, that sucks. On the plus side consider this: Do you really want to 
> work for a company that appears to treat people like a commodity?

Agreed. I wrote to a group at Microsoft, because I thought what they were 
researching was really cool.  A big long cover letter explaining how cool I 
thought they were and everything.  Three minutes later, I get back 
"applications go thru HR. And we don't hire for particular projects, just 
general departments."

As my brother pointed out, "good thing you found out the boss is a dick 
*before* you got the job."

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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On Fri, 16 Jan 2009 12:44:14 +0000, Invisible wrote:

>>> I though I'd actually be quite
>>> useful to them, given what I know and what I'm capable (and motivated)
>>> of learning.
>> 
>> Oh, and I should say - good for you FINALLY thinking something positive
>> about yourself.  This type of attitude is a good thing to have!
> 
> Well, given that they don't seem to agree, and they know better than
> me... hmm....

No, continue with the positive attitude, not this negative attitude.  You 
are capable and motivated to learn.  That's important.

Jim

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On Fri, 16 Jan 2009 07:30:08 -0600, Mike Raiford wrote:

> Invisible wrote:
> 
>> They won't speak to me by phone. Apparently the application goes to the
>> department who's trying to do the hire, and it's down to individual
>> departments to decide who they do or don't hire.
> 
> Well, that sucks. On the plus side consider this: Do you really want to
> work for a company that appears to treat people like a commodity?

Yeah, this is true.  Having worked for companies that treat people like 
that, I can attest that it really sucks to find that out afterwards.

Andy, the lesson to learn here is that interviews and job applications 
are a two-way-street.  You are interviewing them just as much as they are 
interviewing you.  If they act like total dicks during the interview, the 
chances are that that won't change once they hire you.

I probably told you about the interview I gave a storage device 
manufacturer.  I'd written a book on the technology they were interested 
in hiring me for and am recognised as an expert in the field, but they 
didn't give me a second interview because I wasn't certified in the OS.  
It didn't matter that I was one of (at the time) about 20 people in the 
world supporting the product online for the vendor, and that being one of 
those people is invitation-only.

If I had been hired, any time I disagreed with the people who got the 
certification, I was guaranteed to be wrong.  Not because I didn't know 
the technology (I knew it better than any of them did, and they knew that 
from talking to me about it - and admitted that during the interview), 
but I'd be wrong because I didn't have the damned piece of paper.

I'm so glad I didn't end up working for them.

Jim

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Invisible wrote:
> 
> There are apparently some very, very sick people on the Internet...

Hands up everyone who's surprised because of this!



No? I didn't think so.. :P

-Aero

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Orchid XP v8 wrote:
> "Thank you for applying to Imagination Technologies. I regret to inform 
> you we will not be pursuing your application further as we feel that 
> there are other candidates whose technical skillset & experience in 
> relation to  computer graphics  is more suited to our requirements."

That's kind of odd.  Their answer was much more specific than most 
companies give.  Mostly they're vague in their answers, such as, "You're 
not right for the company," or, "We don't believe we can fully use your 
talents," or some such rot.

Regards,
John

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"John VanSickle" <evi### [at] hotmailcom> wrote in message 
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> Orchid XP v8 wrote:
>> "Thank you for applying to Imagination Technologies. I regret to inform 
>> you we will not be pursuing your application further as we feel that 
>> there are other candidates whose technical skillset & experience in 
>> relation to  computer graphics  is more suited to our requirements."
>
> That's kind of odd.  Their answer was much more specific than most 
> companies give.  Mostly they're vague in their answers, such as, "You're 
> not right for the company," or, "We don't believe we can fully use your 
> talents," or some such rot.

  They realised Andrew was trying hard and he actually received a personal 
email back so that they 'could' be more specific, (you know, in a way that 
might help him with other job applications).

   That's what I think anyway.

    ~Steve~


>
> Regards,
> John

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Invisible wrote:

> I'll reply to their email and see if that gets me any further. (I think 
> by now too much time has elapsed, but it's worth a go...)

Well, I emailed them and got back the same line; "other candidates have 
a skillset that is a better match".

At this point I can't decide whether they're just inundated with 
high-grade candidates, they're scaling back their recruiting, or they 
rejected me on some superficial criterion such as distance or 
availability. (They claim it's not the latter.)

I might try one last time, but I doubt my begging will get me far...

-- 
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http://www.zazzle.com/MathematicalOrchid*

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On Fri, 16 Jan 2009 09:15:28 -0800, Darren New <dne### [at] sanrrcom> wrote:

>
>As my brother pointed out, "good thing you found out the boss is a dick 
>*before* you got the job."

Priceless!
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Regards
     Stephen

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> -----Original Message-----
> From: Invisible [mailto:voi### [at] devnull]
> As I say, they don't actually give a phone number for job enquiries. I
> guess I could reply to their email though. (Assuming the address is
> real, and not just some automaton.)

DON'T reply to their email... CALL THEM!

Even if you just get a hold of the wrong department... start chatting it
up with those guys!  Be friendly with them and, if they like you, you've
got an immediate advantage over anyone else who's applying!  (Many
companies, including my own, offer cash incentives if an employee
recommends a friend who ends up getting hired, so there's good reason
for them to recommend good people).

...Ben Chambers
www.pacificwebguy.com

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> -----Original Message-----
> From: Invisible [mailto:voi### [at] devnull]
> Yeah. There are friends too. And probably a girl. They're all out
there
> waiting for me, somewhere. I just wish I had any idea how in hell to
> *find* all these things... :-(

Don't you go to meetings with your Counterstrike clan?

They count as friends.  I *wish* I had a regular group of people to play
online with... my entire Xbox friends list is 3 people, and I don't
think I've played online against a single one of them...


...Ben Chambers
www.pacificwebguy.com

The plural of anecdote is not data  --Elbows

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Chambers wrote:

> DON'T reply to their email... CALL THEM!

I did. They weren't prepaired to tell me anything.

And *then* I replied to their email. And still got no useful data.

-- 
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http://www.zazzle.com/MathematicalOrchid*

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> -----Original Message-----
> From: Invisible [mailto:voi### [at] devnull]
> and they know better than me...

No, they don't.  That's why they need to hire you.  If they had all the 
expertise they needed, they wouldn't have any open positions.

...Ben Chambers
www.pacificwebguy.com

A render isn't slow unless it won't finish until after your next birthday.

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Orchid XP v8 wrote:
> "Thank you for applying to Imagination Technologies. I regret to inform 
> you we will not be pursuing your application further as we feel that 
> there are other candidates whose technical skillset & experience in 
> relation to  computer graphics  is more suited to our requirements."

We call that a Wilkinson letter. The first sentence lifts you up, the second 
sentence cuts you off close.

http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/chi/942873935.html

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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"Chambers" <ben### [at] pacificwebguycom> wrote in message 
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>> -----Original Message-----
>> From: Invisible [mailto:voi### [at] devnull]
>> Yeah. There are friends too. And probably a girl. They're all out
> there
>> waiting for me, somewhere. I just wish I had any idea how in hell to
>> *find* all these things... :-(
>
> Don't you go to meetings with your Counterstrike clan?
>
> They count as friends.


     They sure should do.


I *wish* I had a regular group of people to play
> online with...

 You should try Crysis Wars on PC. It comes with the SP game Warhead for 
free. When you get into Wars, it's amazing. I usually play a sniper on a 
particular server that I like. Doing ok at the moment. :)

my entire Xbox friends list is 3 people, and I don't
> think I've played online against a single one of them...

   Oh, I never got on with consoles... ;)

    There is talk of having console players playing online with PC players 
with certain games.

    Should be interesting if it ever happens. ;)

    ~Steve~


>
>
> ...Ben Chambers
> www.pacificwebguy.com
>
> The plural of anecdote is not data  --Elbows
>
>
>

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"Invisible" <voi### [at] devnull> wrote in message 
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>>> As I say, they don't actually give a phone number for job enquiries. I 
>>> guess I could reply to their email though. (Assuming the address is 
>>> real, and not just some automaton.)
>>
>>     Have you done any research on them? If they are as big as they sound, 
>> then there is a phone number there, find it.
>
> There's a phone number for the sales department, and one for finance, and 
> one for marketing, but the one for HR specifically says on it "not for job 
> enquiries".
>
>>      Don't be stupid. You're not a 'nobody'. You have everything going 
>> for you, you're young, clever, and trust me, there's a good job waiting 
>> for you out there somewhere.
>
> *sigh*
>
> Yeah. There are friends too. And probably a girl. They're all out there 
> waiting for me, somewhere.

    They are if you actually go out there and put the flippin' internet down 
for a few days or longerrrrr.


 I just wish I had any idea how in hell to
> *find* all these things... :-(

   People in the know here have already advised you 'many' times as to what 
you could do. You could join a club of some interest to you, (yes, yes, I 
know you've done the dancing 'thing' recently, and good on you for that. 
*See the asterix below for further info).

    *Here it is. :) There's a line dancing club near you. Go join in, it's a 
lot easier than the Cha Cha Cha or the Waltz. They even have days out in the 
Sun. Looks to me as if there is quite a spread of people of all ages. 
Gofrit.

     The thing is Andrew, to me, you seem to be waiting for it to happen to 
'you', and I can tell you now that if you don't get 'out there', it won't 
happen - well, not unless you're the most luckiest guy in the world that is. 
And you're not.

    Time to get 'out there' properly methinks Andrew, and as I said before, 
go for it.

       ~Steve~

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St. wrote:
> They even have days out in the Sun.

Do they actually have sun in the UK?  Or is this one of those words that 
differs between Queen's English and American English? :-)

-- 
   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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Invisible wrote:
> I have the lowest IQ on the whole of the POV-Ray server.

Yeah, right...

> I nearly failed my degree.

But you didn't.

> I'm supposedly an ace programmer but I can't do either C or C++, the
> languages used for 98% of all computer programming. I've been coding for
> decades, but I have not one single finished program to show for all my
> efforts.  

I have been coding since I'm 10 years old (ok that's actually less time than
you) and I've yet to finish anyth

> My entire life thus far has been a near-complete waste of time. No
> matter what I do, I never succeed at anything. I'm hardly ever happy,
> just constantly depressed. What do I have to live for? What is there for
> me to look forward to? Why should I even go on?? Why bother being alive
> if you can't have happiness?

If you can't find a reason for living, at least find an excuse :P

PS: I seriously want to buy that t-shirt that says "I never finish anyth"

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Invisible wrote:
> Yeah, well, employers want finished items. They aren't impressed if you
> don't finish a project because you "got bored of it".

I also abandon projects when I "get bored of them", so I'm also worried
about what I'll do when I'm being paid to work on a project...

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Invisible wrote:
> It just seems that every time I post some long and wordy post about
> something, Warp replies with a 1-line reply saying "you spelt that
> wrong". When I've just spent ages writing something, a meta-comment
> about something that is both obvious and irrelevant isn't what I'm
> really seeking.

It means that's the *only* thing he found wrong!

> My point is that knowing, rationally, that something is true doesn't
> necessarily help you *believe* it. Ever tried rock climbing? Sure, I
> *know* that nothing bad can possibly happen to me... but I'm still
> pretty terrified, all the same! o_O

I've been told that tooth ache is much more painful than tooth removal (with
anesthetic), and rationally I believe it's true. Tooth is still there in my
mouth.

Last time I attempted going to the dentist (like two years ago), I came out
crying and screaming.

...before the dentist even started.

Rational thought sometimes doesn't work...

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Invisible wrote:
> You mean, something like this:
> 
> http://www.bash.org/?488793

Or http://qdb.us/294549

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> -----Original Message-----
> From: Orchid XP v8 [mailto:voi### [at] devnull]
> Chambers wrote:
> > DON'T reply to their email... CALL THEM!
> I did. They weren't prepaired to tell me anything.
> 
> And *then* I replied to their email. And still got no useful data.

Yeah, I saw that after I posted.  Tough luck, but kudos for trying.

By the way, what you just did is exactly what you need to do to get a
job.  Just be prepared to have to try it a few times before it works.

...Ben Chambers
www.pacificwebguy.com

I'd like to live in Theory.  Everything works there.

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Orchid XP v8 <voi### [at] devnull> wrote:
> Orchid XP v8 wrote:
>
> > Right, now... oh yeah, now I have to actually *send* the letter. Damn,
> > now I remember why I've been holding off all this time. Writing letters
> > sucks! :-/
>
> Well, I got my CV finalised, and wrote *a* letter, but... man, it's
> taken me all afternoon! And it's *still* not that great... Jesus I suck
> at this! :-(

You are a truly intriguing dude.  How come you can't write a friggin' letter
when you post so much interesting or amusing content here all day long,
everyday?!  How come you feel stupid when you're clearly very well equipped in
math and programming?  More than 100 fracking EulerProject problems solved?!
gimme a break...

You may not be the most practical guy in your choices (Haskell rather than C
family languages used in the industry), but other than that you're not alone in
social ineptitude or job problems.

Do you read newspapers, not just the tech section or irrelevant locals?  Might
give you more awareness of what's going on with the world and how to prepare to
deal with it.

Anyway, if you can't find luck in your segment of the industry, how about a
change of area?  The IT industry makes me more depressed each year.  At first I
thought about computers: "What an exceptional tool for self-expression and
seeking of knowledge!", thinking of the many text editors, paint tools and 3D
and music software and the internet.  Today, though, the PC is nothing but an
ordinary magic box common people use just to play stupid games, exchange
standard one-liners with total strangers in search of sex and download
countless porn, bad movie, cheesy music and sucky TV show rips which will never
see the light of day except in a quick zapping through the whole load of shite
once in a while.

I'm thinking, you, being a shy guy, could find yourself perhaps at home in a
publishing house, with a job mostly dealing with writing, text revision or as
technical advisor or something like that.  Just an idea.  Regarding women:
forget love, it's just a stupid social contract.  If you are inexperienced,
just relax and go for a pro:  she'll know what to do and all you gotta do is
enjoy the ride. :)  Really, it'll make better to you than dance lessons with
old people.

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Nicolas Alvarez <nic### [at] gmailcom> wrote:
> Invisible wrote:
> > You mean, something like this:
> >
> > http://www.bash.org/?488793
>
> Or http://qdb.us/294549

People depressed enough to think of such stupidity should really just go for it
rather than write about it.

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"Darren New" <dne### [at] sanrrcom> wrote in message 
news:4972967f$1@news.povray.org...
> St. wrote:
>> They even have days out in the Sun.
>
> Do they actually have sun in the UK?

     Yes, about 10 days worth if we're lucky. ;)



 Or is this one of those words that
> differs between Queen's English and American English? :-)

    No no, it's the same, it's just that we rarely use it. :)

      ~Steve~


>
> -- 
>   Darren New, San Diego CA, USA (PST)
>   Why is there a chainsaw in DOOM?
>   There aren't any trees on Mars.

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