I was faced with a similar situation a while back. This was also onset 
by harassment at work (or further back...) Basically I lost all ability 
to make any kind of decision. It seemed there was no decision *to* make 
because all directions lead to the same grim outcome. Action seemed 
pointless and this was terrifying. (Bullies like to make people feel 
this way.) I sometimes compare it to a deer trapped in a car's 
headlights. Over time it progressed to where I was even afraid to leave 
the house, and eventually to schizophrenia now managed by medication.

Money and the influence people can have over you because of it can be 
very frightening.

Mike

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